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My Recent Deteration in Brain Activity
Posted by [PWNDUK] omg bbqq [TheNakedBrit] on 05/04/2008 3:36pm

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Mood: I have no mood

Hello there...

Some of you may have noticed that today I haven't quite been myself..(worse than usual).

Some of you may also already be aware that my mom was suffering from brain cancer, and in the last week I learnt there was nothing they could do as it was still growing despite the treatment.

Last night, just as I was about to go out for a drink for a friends birthday, my auntie phoned me, and asked me to go down to my moms as she seems quite ill and wanted to see me. In the 10 minutes it took me to get there, sadly she passed away.

 

I am greatful that she is no longer in pain, and all though I do not believe there is something after death, I hope for her sake, there is.

This blog is to just make you aware of the things that're going on at the moment.

 

I would also like to thank everyone who's been helpful and offered a friendly ear over these past few weeks. See i'm much like my mom, in the fact i'm stubborn as hell, and i'm determined to sort it myself = p

 

I don't want people to act differently, i'd just like you to understand if I seem a bit out of it. I have a 16 year old Sister with her end of school Exams coming up and a 3 year old sister who still hasn't been told what happened.

 

 

 

4 people commented on this



Very sorry to hear about whats happened :(



Need anything, just ask (Y)

 


My thoughts are with you and if theres ANYTHING we can do to help please dont hesistate to ask xoxox

 


ollie you know ily. and i'll do everything i can for you, if u just want me to listen, im here.

if u want me to roll down on a train, im cool with that

i hope you come to london to see me :)

and i hope you're gonna be all good

any time you wanna play gta/halo/cod4. i'll be on.

i still think its fucking MAD that we've not actually met up, i mean you're like one of my closests mates, and ive never even fucking seen you, but hopefully that'll change soon :)

 


Ollie,

I appreciate that fact that you were very open and straight to the point with this blog. I think what you've done is the best thing you could do, really. I'm a stubborn little fox myself, and I know what it's like to have people trying to throw you advice. I've also learned that dealing with it yourself really is the only way you can officially get over something. It might not even be something you do consciously. For me, I had to sink to rock bottom before I realized things weren't right.

I also hate it when people change the way they act towards you. Really, you don't want pity, I know. You just want to be left with your own sorrow rather than have to hear it from 1223345456 people.



Thank you for letting us know. And I won't change the way I treat you ^ ^ You do what you must. I believe in you.

~ Oxy ~



p.s. If by chance, you DID need someone to talk to - you know where to find me.

 

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